I want you
Soul bled out on the floor
I want to taste
You and everything. I want my tongue free to explore the length of your body. Absorbing your story with every touch of your surface. I want to bury my face in you; consume and devour. I see you and my mouth waters I feel the emptiness only your body can fill. My wetness to melt away your emotional wall. Every inch of you should be mine. I’m touching, I’m tasting; you’re asleep and I’m waking. I’m scratching, I’m biting; you’re resisting, I’m fighting.
Give it to me, all that I ask. The flat of your belly, the long of your lash, the pout of your lip, the white of your smile– these words need no music they accompany silence, echoing heartbeats fast and intense. Perhaps what you cannot give in time, you sacrifice in body and give me what’s mine.
Day 3: Random Things from Today
Dude this morning dancing on the metro pole like a stripper.
Chatting with the receptionist turned into a story about how she tried to break the cycle of her family having children out of wedlock by trying to coerce her daughter into having an abortion. She then proceeded to show me pics of her grand daughter…
I must stop answering compliments with, “Yeah, I know. I’m so ridiculous”
I swear it was 10:30 A.M. for three hours!! Did anyone else notice that???
The other temp insisted on introducing himself to me. He cornered me in the breakroom and decided to tell me his whole back story. That’s one more person I have to fake smile at whenever I walk back to my office and say things like “Hanging in there?” *insert chortle here*. Anyway, he was attempting to have a conversation with me and I completely forgot that some people don’t understand sarcasm. After telling me he just came back from spending three years in Eastern Europe (maybe narrow it down, please? Not everyone is into geography!) my response was, “Oh, so you’ve just lived a boring life before moving to DC and working for the temp agency.” He just kind of looked at me like I was some stupid, uneducated bitch—which I am, but I don’t want to be looked at that way! He then proceeded to leave the microwave door open and it beeped for the rest of my lunch break. FML, dude!
I spent most of the day listening to my supervisor apologize to me for making me do such menial tasks. My guess is that she took another look at my resume and realized that I’m a bit over qualified to be spending my days assembling bankers boxes and folding and stuffing envelopes. She really is just the sweetest lady, though I’m a little skeptical now because of the company she keeps. Today she went to lunch with the lady who laughs obnoxiously loud and snorts in derision. I don’t like people who snort in derision. I am also not entirely sure derision is a word. (Unrelated: I don’t like people who use vocabulary they are clearly unfamiliar with).
I hope tomorrow is bring your flask to work day…